How am I Going to Study Like This?

It's not easy 

to study sincerely.

It's not easy 

to tune back 

your intentions of studying.

Yeah. 
Can't be helped.

In most cases

one's forced to study

because of the lecturer.

Wait a sec.

Since when the lecturer's being pushy?

and the Race Has Begun.

As this brain

tries to digest

and consume

whatever being taught

during the past Circuit Theory class

As this brain

tries to control the whole body

from collapsing (as in fall asleep)

in the Computer Programming class

As this brain

tries to work faster & faster

in the attempt

to be the first one

to complete the "Pop Quiz"

back in Engineering Maths just now

Pengaruh Buruk Rakan Sekerja.

Assalamualaikum. Alam pekerjaan adalah alam yg sangat perlu tahap keberwaspadaan yg tinggi, terutamanya kepada rakan sekerja. Maklum sahaja, rakan sekerja ini kadang-kadang berbeza-beza matlamat kerja mereka. Ada yg bekerja hanya kerana wang, ada yg bekerja hanya kerana mahu berseronok, ada yg bekerja hanya kerana pangkat & lain-lain. Silap haribulan, tersalah pengaruh, merana jadinya. Bukan sedikit rakan sekerja yg bisa membawa pengaruh buruk andai tidak dijaga pergaulan. 

The Downside of Having Friends. Duhhh.

Not my pic #1

Assalamualaikum. Undeniably, having friends around in some of the times could be a pain in the S. Yeah, we may be friend with him or her sincerely, but who knows what's in his / her mind? Well, not to be pessimistic here. There ARE good friends too that are still existing out there. Yet, they're too good that - urmmm, huh - they seemingly try to pamper us all the time. Thus, the outcome will actually be the same ---> we not being ourselves as we usually do.

Most of the people may disagree with this on one side. But then, try & look at the whole point from the other side. As for me : 

Studying, redefined.

Assalamualaikum. My definition of studying is redefined again. Credits to those talks I had with my classmate this morn, till I skipped off work. Foolish me =.='' 

When it comes to gaining knowledge, these two words always come to sound familiar to the ears, that are studying & learning. Learning, as stated in Concise Oxford English Dictionary means "to acquire knowledge of or skill (in something) through study or experience or being taught. Well then, going to tutorial classes, lectures, working & conducting life processes are considered learning. Studying on the other hand, means "the devotion of time & attention to acquiring knowledge, especially from books". I must say that studying is considered as another specific way of learning. 

Bukan gambar saya #1

Kalau Sudah Bekerja.

Bukan gambar saya.

Kepada yg nak cari kerja @ yg sudah bekerja, sila ambil perhatian :

Shōrai no yume (Dreams for Future).

Assalamualaikum. The results are coming out. The tense is everywhere. Probably it's just the same as the tense when the finals are coming. To the successful candidates, it's a sure thing that smiles are set on their cheeky faces for a few days. For the less lucky candidates, they may attempt to hide themselves in their tiny shells for as long as they could take. Well, can't be helped. It's normal. Likewise, in this case, perhaps most of my colleagues have scored freaking good grades for their results, & I'm happy with them :) Here, I personally want to congratulate Nur Syafiqah Shafie, Rizal Maula Mohd Nor, Siti Amnah, Farah Amirah aka Ferra, Syafiah Fatin aka Peah, Dini, Syahirah Aiman & others whom joined me during my last days of speed studying for finals for their excellent results. I just know it even though most of you don't keep me updated about your results. Hey that's arrogant! Okay sorry =______= Guys, it doesn't matter how much you've scored, what matters is you've made it! That is definitely something to feel proud of. For Amnah, I know I don't help you much, but if you feel it that way, I'm just as delighted, because the joy of teaching is to see the students to scale even greater heights than the teacher himself, & guess what? You scored more than me! Ahhhh I don't care about anything else right now. Only when I make it to Melaka again, DO GIVE ME A TREAT, okay? :PP

Experience + History

Assalamualaikum. Suddenly those memories of being an adolescent came back into mind. Back then, making mistakes over & over again was fun. Almost everybody enjoyed it (Everybody here is referred to those friends back in teenage years). Hurmm, supposedly that's how everything turned out when you don't learn from history, though. Well, this one is taken by George Santayana. As he said that "Those who don't learn from history will be condemned to repeat it." Yeah, who is he? Okay this post is not about him anyways. Please refer here. 

To tell about it, experience is also another form of history. They say that experience is the best teacher. So do history, isn't it? Because from both, you'll eventually learn how to progress in life. From both, you'll learn the dos & don'ts in life. From both, you'll know what you should do if the same situation is going to happen again in future. By having a series of break ups in the past, for instance, will lead you to be better player when you're into a relationship again in future, isn't it? It's just an example, anyhow ==

Formspring for Education. Perhaps?

Assalamualaikum. Apa nak coret ye? Semua ilham hilang bila da sampai bilik. Bak kata MIA, bilik si penulis ni macam lohong hitam. Hurmm. Terkesima. Ngeh ngeh. 

Apa pun, kertas yg seterusnya utk ujian kedua ni telah diselesaikan. Tinggal lagi dua subjek sebelum minggu belajar (lima hari tu kau panggil minggu?) & seterusnya peperiksaan akhir. Tentang kertas tadi, rasa cuak semacam pulak bila nak hantar kertas jawapan kat pengawas. Semua soalan boleh buat, tapi macam goyah sangat. Tak ada keyakinan kat jawapan yg diberikan. Teringat pulak pertama kali jawab subjek yg sama masa Tingkatan Empat. Yakin punya yakin, tup tup cikgu kata gagal. Bengang kot. Itulah pertama kali jugak tak lulus sesuatu subjek dgn sangat bergaya (kononnya). Jangan lah jadi macam tu jugak utk kertas kali ini & peperiksaan akhir sudah lah. Amin.

Find the answers + Rely on each other + Inspire bravery + Encourage dreams + Never stop caring + Devise crazy schemes + Stand by each other = FRIENDS.

Assalamualaikum. Again? Yeah. Can't stop it when the idea's coming. If I do so, then the creativity will run away. Who taught that? I learnt that myself. Okay, that's bullshit. 

Moving on to my point. Definitely, we can make lots & lots of friends. It is always easier that way. But the thing is, no matter how much friend you have, you still have a group of friends that will always be there for you. They're the ones who'll listen to your stories, the ones who'll always hang out with you, the ones that'll bleed their ears (sometimes eyes) just to see you babbling, the ones who'll always on-call whenever you need company & so much things. Some ppl may call it as BFF, PIC or whatsoever & hell yes, I'm talking about close friends. Err, probably "friends" would do enough as the term. Because that's what friends really meant for, aren't they?

Okay, what's the issue here? The quality of the friendship itself. In some cases, ppl become friends for doubtful reasons. Some ppl CHOOSE whoever qualified to be their friends. Some ppl, somehow, are not being a good friend of another. Undoubtedly, it's inappropriate to do so. The sincerity in befriending someone is totally on demand these days. You can never be choosy in these kind of things. Who knows, if someday, the ones you considered as underlings will turn out to be your saviour & helper during your gloomy days? None but Him. Thus, value each & everyone of your friends. That will be enough as a token of sincerity in your friendship.

Unik.

Menjadi orang biasa sangat jarang terlintas di fikiran. Cuma keunikan sahaja menjadi buruan. Keunikan yg sangat-sangat yg mana ianya tak terjangkau di pemikiran orang lain lantas ia menjadi ikutan. Ya, minoriti itu unik. Kalau semua orang nak ikut arus, melawan arus menjadi pilihan hati. Kalau semua orang nak pakai X, Y itulah menjadi kegunaan diri. Itulah diri. Tak pernah nak sama dengan apa yg orang lain fikir. Tapi jadi unik itu kadang-kadang tak best. Terutamanya bila orang tak nak terima kelainan itu. Pedih lagi jika keunikan yg ditonjolkan itu dianggap sekadar biasa-biasa sahaja berikutan terlalu ramai orang yg unik di sekeliling diri sendiri. Tambahan pula belakangan ini sejak diri berkelana keluar melihat isi duniawi, semakin banyak insan-insan unik yg ditemukan sepanjang perjalanan. Misalannya, insan A mungkin seorang yg genius. Insan B seorang yg kaya-raya. Insan C pula keramahan mengatasi segala. Insan D dengan kebolehannya yg jarang dimiliki oleh insan lain seperti bermain alat muzik, berenang, pakar IT, bijak berniaga (sekadar memberi beberapa contoh). Maka jadilah diri ini seorang insan yg tersisih berkelana sendirian di Bumi ciptaan Illahi. Lantas kesedaran mula timbul di dalam diri bahawa diri ini hanya hambaNya yg kerdil yg dipinjamkan serba serbi. Boleh ditarik tanpa mengira detik waktu dan ketika. Tidak mengapalah. Terpaksa menerima keadaan seadanya. Kerana sudah pasti bila sampai masa yg ditentukan, roda kehidupan akan berputar dan kembalilah hamba kerdil ini berada di atas puncak dunia. Hanya ketahanan yg utuh dipinta untuk mengharungi waktu-waktu sukar di bawah putaran roda hidup insani.

New Year's Post. Hopefully it's not too late.

1. 2011. It's finally here. 
2. With the arrival of 2011, time has moved in a bigger scale. 
3. Yeah, before this, time flows from the least of seconds to the most of days, weeks & months. 
4. Having the time to move in years is somehow rather can be quite remarkable. Anything could possibly happen in a year. Therefore, to have you yourself to last throughout the year in one piece is magnificent.
5. Okay. Since the year 2011 has still newly arrived, it's quite common to see people around making new resolutions. They make it every year each time a new year comes by. That's good. 
6. However, reconsidering that time also moves in a smaller scale, the necessity of having these resolutions for each new year is questionable.
7. Why does it have to be New Year for these resolutions? Why can't it be other moments? 
8. Time is changing rapidly, as I said. To cope up with these, we need to change rapidly as well. Making just a New Year resolution wouldn't be enough.
9. What's crucial is to keep on changing & resolving whenever necessary. Only then a progress-no, a fruitful progress can be achieved.
10. Shortly, can I say that making New Year resolutions is just some trend? Or can I say as we change & resolve whenever needed, we're actually having a New Year?
11. Anyways, Happy New Year 2011 :)

Arrogance & NaCl

1. Arrogance, analogically can be compared to sodium chloride.
2.  Sodium chloride, you know. You use it to make a better taste out of your food.
3. Just put a pinch of it & you'll get the right taste.
4. Well, try to put more salt into it. The results would be that the food is going to be too salty that you will regret to have a bite of it.
5. That's how arrogance works.
6. A lil bit of arrogance is adequate so that people won't look down upon you. Hence, they will not underestimate you & treat you like you're a lower life form. Probably you'll gain their respect & trust as a friend.
7. How about adding more arrogance into it? Definitely, you'll be the most unwanted person around. Having you as a friend has always been a pain in the S. Yeah, nobody would've stood to be with you, big-head. The least worst case is to have yourself badmouthed behind. Ouch.
8. Hence, as mum always tells me to put the salt in the right quantity, so does the arrogance should be hold upon. Low level of arrogance would diminish your dignity. High level of arrogance would cause you to be a loner. Being an intermediate is always better :)