How am I Going to Study Like This?

It's not easy 

to study sincerely.

It's not easy 

to tune back 

your intentions of studying.

Yeah. 
Can't be helped.

In most cases

one's forced to study

because of the lecturer.

Wait a sec.

Since when the lecturer's being pushy?
Hurmm.

There is.

Indirectly

when the lecturer's giving assignments

to be completed in a certain time.
Things get worse
when the deadline's
too short ==''
Haiz.


Not to forget
one's also forced to study
when the exams
tests
quizzes
etc etc
are around the corner

that's when
the pressure comes
for you to scout
each & every word in the books

and read the notes thoroughly
and forcefully (somehow)

with that motive

of finishing the assignment
or preparing for that question papers

or else

you won't get the marks

and your GPA will be 

as bad as hell.

Damn.

When one's forced to study

how could the studying

would be sincere?

How am I going to be like

Ranchodas Shamaldas Chanchad?

"Pursue excellence,

and success will follow,

pants down."

Probably the only thing

I could do now

is putting my pants down.

I'm good at that @_@

Nah.

Need to seek that joy of learning

all over again.

Get back on track, man.

It has already been a month.

3 years & 44 weeks to go for graduation!

Assalamualaikum~

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