Monday, February 28, 2011

Formspring for Education. Perhaps?

Assalamualaikum. Apa nak coret ye? Semua ilham hilang bila da sampai bilik. Bak kata MIA, bilik si penulis ni macam lohong hitam. Hurmm. Terkesima. Ngeh ngeh. 

Apa pun, kertas yg seterusnya utk ujian kedua ni telah diselesaikan. Tinggal lagi dua subjek sebelum minggu belajar (lima hari tu kau panggil minggu?) & seterusnya peperiksaan akhir. Tentang kertas tadi, rasa cuak semacam pulak bila nak hantar kertas jawapan kat pengawas. Semua soalan boleh buat, tapi macam goyah sangat. Tak ada keyakinan kat jawapan yg diberikan. Teringat pulak pertama kali jawab subjek yg sama masa Tingkatan Empat. Yakin punya yakin, tup tup cikgu kata gagal. Bengang kot. Itulah pertama kali jugak tak lulus sesuatu subjek dgn sangat bergaya (kononnya). Jangan lah jadi macam tu jugak utk kertas kali ini & peperiksaan akhir sudah lah. Amin.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Find the answers + Rely on each other + Inspire bravery + Encourage dreams + Never stop caring + Devise crazy schemes + Stand by each other = FRIENDS.

Assalamualaikum. Again? Yeah. Can't stop it when the idea's coming. If I do so, then the creativity will run away. Who taught that? I learnt that myself. Okay, that's bullshit. 

Moving on to my point. Definitely, we can make lots & lots of friends. It is always easier that way. But the thing is, no matter how much friend you have, you still have a group of friends that will always be there for you. They're the ones who'll listen to your stories, the ones who'll always hang out with you, the ones that'll bleed their ears (sometimes eyes) just to see you babbling, the ones who'll always on-call whenever you need company & so much things. Some ppl may call it as BFF, PIC or whatsoever & hell yes, I'm talking about close friends. Err, probably "friends" would do enough as the term. Because that's what friends really meant for, aren't they?

Okay, what's the issue here? The quality of the friendship itself. In some cases, ppl become friends for doubtful reasons. Some ppl CHOOSE whoever qualified to be their friends. Some ppl, somehow, are not being a good friend of another. Undoubtedly, it's inappropriate to do so. The sincerity in befriending someone is totally on demand these days. You can never be choosy in these kind of things. Who knows, if someday, the ones you considered as underlings will turn out to be your saviour & helper during your gloomy days? None but Him. Thus, value each & everyone of your friends. That will be enough as a token of sincerity in your friendship.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Homeless Holidays.

I can't go back home. Even during the holidays. And I'm sad.

Not my picture.
Anybody's parents willing to be my foster parents for this upcoming holidays? Note that I'm a food tanker & eating machine. LOL tak sedar diri menumpang =.=''

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Kepada Muhamad Faizran Loo Szen bin Fadly Loo.

Ya Faizran. Aku sedar asasi dah nak habis. Tapi aku tak sanggup. Tak rela. Tak mahu. Tak suka kau cakap pasal benda tu kat aku. Jangan lah buat-buat macam kau tak ade feeling yg asasi nak habis. Seriously aku ni makin nak habis asasi, makin sedih. Tapi aku buat tak tahu je, pendam dalam hati dalam-dalam. Nasib lah tekanan nak hadap FINAL EXAM berjaya distract aku daripada teringat-ingat yg asasi nak habis. Aku sayang kau tahu tak. Aku nampak kau 24 jam, tipulah kalau aku kata aku tak ade pape feeling bila teringat fact yg aku akan susah nak jumpa kau lagi lepas ni. Aku tak reti nak buat kawan dgn lelaki, jadi aku harap bila dah boleh berbaik-baik dgn seseorang kawan lelaki, kalau boleh biar stick together jadi kawan sampai bila-bila. Kawan perempuan jugak. Kiranya semua kawan-kawan aku lah. Dan kau termasuk dalam list aku. Aku dari mula kenal kau masa masuk bilik sama-sama sampai detik ni, rasa macam tak puas je lepak dgn kau, kau tahu tak? Macam segala masa itu da dicuri dgn masa bersama member-member lain, masa nak buat tutorial, pergi kelas, buat rutin harian & macam-macam lagi. Even kadang-kadang aku rasa macam jealous gila bila kau lepak dgn member-member lain & aku duduk alone dalam bilik tu. Aku gembira dapat kenal kau, dapat kawan dgn kau, dapat kau wujud dalam hidup aku. Aku harap sangat lepas asasi ni kita akan still contact & hang out together tak kisah la macam mana pon. Aku ni da la tengah fragile dalam masa-masa ni, kau cakap macam tu pulak. Tacing doe T.T Da la wey, lagi panjang post ni, lagi gay pulak aku rasa, lagi merepek jadinya. Sorry lah, ini memang cara aku bila aku da anggap orang tu kawan baik aku. Okay tak nak cakap lagi, aku nak cuba tidur lagi sekali. Kau tu tidur elok-elok. Da berapa hari da tidur kat bilik sebelah, tak tahu lah aku kalau kau nyenyak tidur ke tak ke =.='' Last but not least, to rephrase it again, aku betul-betul sayang pada kau, Muhamad Faizran Loo Szen. Sebagai member ye. JANGAN FIKIR LAIN.

Yang ikhlas bersahabat denganmu kerana Allah, 
Muhammad Afiq bin Che Man.
Penghuni bersama Bilik A2601-C

Perwatakan pada bulan Mei? Benarkah?

 Perwatakan pada bulan Mei :

Keras hati & degil.

Kuat semangat & bermotivasi tinggi.

Pemikiran yang tajam.

Mudah marah apabila tidak dikawal.

Pandai menarik hati & perhatian orang lain .

Perasaan yang amat mendalam.

Cantik dari segi mental & fizikal.

Tidak perlu dimotivasikan.

Tetap pendirian, tetapi mudah dipengaruhi oleh orang lain.

Mudah dipujuk.

Bersikap sistematik (otak kiri).

Suka berangan.

Kuat daya firasat, memahami apa yang terlintas di hati orang lain tanpa diberitahu.

Bahagian telinga & leher mudah diserang penyakit.

Daya khayalan yang tinggi.

Pemikiran yang tajam.

Pandai berdebat.

Fizikal yang baik.

Kelemahan sistem pernafasan.

Suka sastera, seni & muzik serta melancong.

Tidak berapa suka duduk di rumah.

Tidak boleh duduk diam.

Tidak punya ramai anak.

Rajin dan bersemangat tinggi.

Agak boros.

Benarkah perkara di atas? Entah. Saya tiada pendapat khusus :) Tapi 97% macam kena batang hidung sendiri je. Adesss =.=''

Sumber dari sejenis application @ Facebook. 
Jap. mana lagi 3% tu hilang? @___@

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

In Memories of Muhammad.

  1. Today's the day of remembrance + the day of birth of our Prophet, Muhammad pbuh. 12 Rabiulawal 1432. It has been centuries since you left us with the greatest treasure of all - Islam, Al-Quran & your Sunnah for us to lead our lives on our own.
  2. It has been an honour for us to born & to live with the shrine of Islam & practicing Islam teachings which has been conveyed by you from the God. But, it'll definitely be more of an honour to see you in person. We, as the younger generations, cannot help but to only hear about your history, your fight to put Islam in stand, your efforts & your sufferings. 
  3. Every year when it comes to this day, I'll cry deep in my heart. Because I miss you. Because I wonder, when will I possess an attitude as great as yours? Because I'm sad that I didn't remember you the whole time like the earlier generations of your time doing.
  4. Supposedly it is a must for us to love you more than any living mortal in this Earth. However, the globalisation, the capitalisation, everything - it changed us slowly & made us into a selfish, materialistic person ever than before. We tend to think more about ourselves & people around rather than we think about you. In fact, when the judgement day comes, only you can help us to lift our burdens due to our countless sins. Please, do forgive us.
  5. My only hope is that this day will bring myself & the others even closer to you & the treasure you'd left us better. Probably by making this as a start, we can learn to remember you everyday like the earlier generations do.
P/S : The earlier generations mentioned here are referred to as "Para Sahabat".

Monday, February 7, 2011

Back to Japanese Songs.

Not my picture. BTW I'm currently listening to them
and them too!
  1. When I listened to Fera's playlist of songs this morning, I realised that I had not listened or paid much attention of any English songs for probably two weeks.
  2. It's not like I didn't listen to any. I did. But I wasn't listening to it with the same norm. As an example, when Taylor Swift came out with the latest single whatsoever (I don't really like listening to the full album, it is preferable to only listen to the single), it is a usual thing for me to be carried away by the song. Then I'll search for the lyrics & go through it. Sometimes it looks like I studied the lyrics more than I studied Physics. Pfft. However, during this passing days, the routine seemed to have been left out even though there were a few interesting songs came out on the air during these few days.
  3. Probably it's because I was getting myself busy updating my Japanese songs' playlist. It has been a long time since I listened to fresh Japanese songs. For centuries, perhaps? =.=''
  4. I love Japanese songs like really much. I'm into it since high school. Thanks to those animes & tokusatsus. Plus, their music really is captivating & their lyrics...boy, it's da bomb! I hardly get myself bored upon listening it a zillion times. 
  5. However, I've stopped watching my favourite anime since I entered this foundation programme. Thus, I kept my Japanese songs there without updating it. Not until I went hanging out with Faizran, Fikri Syafiq, Fera Jas etc etc at Rafflesia during the weekends before CNY holidays. Yes, during that time, I went through the whole day listening to those songs from L'Arc-En-Ciel. Guess what? I had grown fond towards them.
  6. What's more, I did a research about them. More details about them here. 
  7. I even downloaded two full albums of them which is unusual for me because I really don't like downloading the full album, though. They're magnificent! As for me, so far.  
  8. Not to forget that I took a few songs from UVERworld band. Credits to MIA. I also discovered a radio station that focused only on Japanese songs here. Hence, I can say that my sickness of not listening to the latest Japanese songs for such a long time has been cured, in present.
  9. Okay, probably I can start looking for English songs, again? 
P/S: This right hand still hurts from bowling. Ouch!

Tuesday, February 1, 2011


Menjadi orang biasa sangat jarang terlintas di fikiran. Cuma keunikan sahaja menjadi buruan. Keunikan yg sangat-sangat yg mana ianya tak terjangkau di pemikiran orang lain lantas ia menjadi ikutan. Ya, minoriti itu unik. Kalau semua orang nak ikut arus, melawan arus menjadi pilihan hati. Kalau semua orang nak pakai X, Y itulah menjadi kegunaan diri. Itulah diri. Tak pernah nak sama dengan apa yg orang lain fikir. Tapi jadi unik itu kadang-kadang tak best. Terutamanya bila orang tak nak terima kelainan itu. Pedih lagi jika keunikan yg ditonjolkan itu dianggap sekadar biasa-biasa sahaja berikutan terlalu ramai orang yg unik di sekeliling diri sendiri. Tambahan pula belakangan ini sejak diri berkelana keluar melihat isi duniawi, semakin banyak insan-insan unik yg ditemukan sepanjang perjalanan. Misalannya, insan A mungkin seorang yg genius. Insan B seorang yg kaya-raya. Insan C pula keramahan mengatasi segala. Insan D dengan kebolehannya yg jarang dimiliki oleh insan lain seperti bermain alat muzik, berenang, pakar IT, bijak berniaga (sekadar memberi beberapa contoh). Maka jadilah diri ini seorang insan yg tersisih berkelana sendirian di Bumi ciptaan Illahi. Lantas kesedaran mula timbul di dalam diri bahawa diri ini hanya hambaNya yg kerdil yg dipinjamkan serba serbi. Boleh ditarik tanpa mengira detik waktu dan ketika. Tidak mengapalah. Terpaksa menerima keadaan seadanya. Kerana sudah pasti bila sampai masa yg ditentukan, roda kehidupan akan berputar dan kembalilah hamba kerdil ini berada di atas puncak dunia. Hanya ketahanan yg utuh dipinta untuk mengharungi waktu-waktu sukar di bawah putaran roda hidup insani.
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