To Those People I Called Friends.

Assalamualaikum. 

There are times 

that I tend to be  

annoying 

selfish 

impatient 

speaks harshly 

inconsiderate 

backstabber 

doing withdrawal and isolation 

and for that 

I apologize 

as I fail to do good 

to this friendship. 


Nevertheless 

I'll gradually  

be a better man 

from time to time 

hence 

do spare me 

a chance to improve 

do spare me 

that time I really need 

do not lose hope 

in me 

'cause catering to you 

has been my passion 

ever since I give you 

my hands to shake 

and my mouth to speak 

"Hey, let's be friends." 

Then again 

in friendship 

it's all about acceptance. 

Since I can accept you 

for what you are 

I do expect you 

to accept me 

for being me 

for the time being
Why? 

'cause to evolve 

in one single day 

is just impossible  

it needs time 

as much as it needs 

patience and effort. 

No, you don't need to 

put the effort 

if you don't want to 

allow me to invest the effort 

in upgrading "me" 

and just stay cool 

with whatever I am in present 

as you'll never regret me 

when I've completed my evolution 

and merge out from the cocoon 

as a graceful butterfly. 

Not my pic.

Sometimes 

I may not being myself 

for several reasons 

but by realizing them 

and structuring a way to overcome them 

that's how I learn 

to be a better me. 

Assalamualaikum. 

P/S: If only things are returned 

to how they used to be.