Library, Knowledge & Pressure.

Assalamualaikum. 

It's supposed to be 

the third day of the study week 

here in Perth-lis. 

-Kelas kau nama Perth-lis okay- 

So we went to the library this morning 

and stayed up till this eve  

since I've cancelled le appointment 

with le lecturer 

and that's my personal story as of today. 

Sesungguhnya saya berbesar hati
nak mengabadikan gambar sahabat saya
yg bernama Mohd Faiz bin Azmi ni di sini.
Jadi Faiz, sila terharu. Okbai

Operation Fallen Finale.

A month more. 

Time's so precious now. 

Much to pick up. 

It seems so critical. 

I'm forced to decide. 

For whatever it takes, 

I'm going to endure it. 

I don't care. 
As long as it is nailed properly... 

I just don't want anything else to drop... 

except my weight. *eh*

Yeah whatever. Not my pic anyway.

The Present.

The company for lunch. 

First of November. 

I was in the car, asking my umi, 

"What's for lunch?"
"Tenggiri masak lada 

and some spinach soup." 

Suddenly 

it came to my head 

"Let's have something more. 

Fried chicken maybe? 

Well, I'll buy some at AEON 

when we get back." 

#ToMyFutureSon - What? I'm Not Married Yet.

So when I was going online 

-a routine I do  whenever the holidays are around- 

a while ago 

Twitter's having this as a trend. 

#ToMyFutureSon

There are also 

#ToMyFutureDaughter 

#ToMyFutureWife 

#ToMyFutureHusband 

but seems like the first one's more mainstream. 

Thumbs up to the sons out there. (Y) 

-Okay what's the motive anyway- 

Comeback.

My laptop home screen at the moment. 

Time flies fast. 

It's the middle of semester three already 

and the mid semester break has begun 

quite a few things happened, 

and this place is getting dusty too. 

Then again, alhamdulillah. 

I can see some light breaking in 

and the dark clouds are starting to vanish. 

The preconditions are cleared. 

Still, I need to continue walking 

so that I can go ahead 

and grasp that light. :O 

Taking Sides.

Assalamualaikum. 

When things 

are seemingly screwed up 

inside out 

what would you do 

to prevent 

further mishaps 

from happening? 

It's like detecting a crack in a building.
P/S: Not my pic.

and all I can say is "Alhamdulillah".

Assalamualaikum.
This post 

merely serves 

as a humble reminder 

for this servant 

so that he won't get himself 

led astray 

not when the silver spoon 

is starting to get 

into his possession. 

Time mula mula 

dengaq dari depa aritu pun 

ceq dah runsing 

"Biaq betoi ni?" 

Tu ja yg bermain dalam fikiran. 

Apatah lagi 

bila dapat 

official letter. 

The letter that confirms everything.

I Actually Passed It.

Assalamualaikum. 

It was just a normal day 

except the fact 

that I got stomachache 

and skipped the trip 

back to Perth-lis 

on the other day. 

(that's about three days ago, to be precise.) 

Till Umi asked me 

to buy some newspapers  

to read for the weekend  

and I come across this. 

Credits to Mingguan Metro.

That Post In the Early Morning --> Brotherhood

Assalamualaikum. 

Wow 

It has been quite dusty here. 

*buat buat bersihkan habuk* 

Ehem. 

Dah kena tweet-limit. 

Taktahu nak buat ape dengan Facebook. 

Jadi jari jemari mula menari-nari 

sehingga tiba ke ruangan ini. 

Dah lama nak update sebenarnya. 

Tapi idea memanjang hilang 

each & everytime 

saya tekan "New Post" 

=.= 

Since I'm here 

I'll just write about 

this "brothers" thingy 

that came into my mind 

just about yesterday.  

Sorry if it's not that good. 

Dah lama tak menaiplah katakan. 

I'm playing melancholic songs 

to get the mood BTW. 

Don't know if it'll work. 

Currently playing Jason Walker's Down. 

So, let's get started. 

Transition from An Online Junkie to A Family Person.

Assalamualaikum. 

Hey. 

I am a busy man, indeed. 

Even when I'm at home. 

Now only I'm having 

myself as a whole 

relaxed & probably calm 

mentang-mentang esok cuti kan 

But hey, I deserved it. 

I mean, it has been more than a week 

since my last day break 

for the interview. 

Hence, let's break a leg 

and chill :D 

BTW 

time flies fast 

isn't it? 

A month has passed 

since the finals begun 

and I've been working 

as a part-timer 

at McDonald's Mahkota Parade 

for about three weeks, perhaps 

plus doing full time 

as the head of the house. 

Post for the Finals.

Assalamualaikum. 

This is the final sprint stage. 

At this time 

everybody's supposed to study 

doing their own final sprint 

or take some rest 

chill out 

especially the finals 

are really, really 

just around the corner 

but I'm here 

and I'm typing this. 

The 18th paper is ENT115 Analogue Electronics I.
Oh, I've prepared none for that. T_T
P/S: Not my pic #1

The Third Day.

Assalamualaikum. 
14th of May, 2012. 
2245 hours. 

The phone's ringing. 

He was in the midst of 

preparing to do 

the assignment. 

He went for the call 

a wee bit later 

and looked at the screen 

"It's Aqilah. Why is it?" 

and undeniably 
all of the sudden 
his heart's felt 

like pounding harder 

that moment. 

Two Decades, Passed. 11/05/1992-11/05/2012

Assalamualaikum. 

Syukur. 

Ini tahun ke-20 saya 

atas muka bumi ini. 

Kalau orang lain rasa 

"Arghh, aku dah tua!" 

Tapi saya rasa lega 

bila dah capai umur 20 tu.
Hehe. 

Kenapakah begitu? 

Sebab 

bukan senang nak capai 

umur 20 tahu? XD 

Terlalu banyak 

perkara yg bisa berlaku 

dalam 20 tahun kehidupan seseorang 

Kegembiraan 

Senyuman, gelak tawa 

Kesengsaraan 

Kesedihan, kehilangan 

kenangan-kenangan 

tak kira yg manis, yg pahit 

itulah yg membina diri ini 

menjadi lebih matang 

dan dewasa 

namun masih mengekalkan 

some portion of youth 

dalam diri. Heheh. 

Saksi Sebuah Keruntuhan.

Assalamualaikum. 

Siapa yg tak sedih 

apabila sesuatu yg diusahakan 

sedang punah sendiri 

di hadapan mata 

tanpa diri dapat berbuat 

apa-apa 

Tiada lagi erti 

sebuah kemenangan 

sekelumit kegembiraan 

tanpa rakan-rakan seperjuangan 

yg boleh dikongsi 

detik-detik manis itu. 

To Those People I Called Friends.

Assalamualaikum. 

There are times 

that I tend to be  

annoying 

selfish 

impatient 

speaks harshly 

inconsiderate 

backstabber 

doing withdrawal and isolation 

and for that 

I apologize 

as I fail to do good 

to this friendship. 

The Relief Moment & The Assignment.

Assalamualaikum. 

Currently  

I'm in the "relief moment" 

where 

there are 

some time 

for me to sit back 

and relax

and being able 

to write this.
Just finished 

doing Digital E Principles 

and Anatomy and Physiology assignments 

well, they're much pain in the ass.
Can't breathe much a few days ago 

thanks to them 

then again 

it's me to blame too 

because when the deadline 

is really near 

then only I'm starting to do it =/ 

Whatever it is 

it's great to know that 

I can actually have some space 

to breathe 

by now 

and I'm grateful for that. :)

I'll Forgive You, Otto-san.

Assalamualaikum.
To my paternal parent
I don't care 

if you're not reading this
anyway
You may have not 

been doing good 

neither as man 

nor as a father. 

You disregard my mum. 

You jeopardize things  

without you even knowing.
You're the one to blame 

for bringing all the sufferings 

we've been into.
Even now 

you're making us puzzled 

of our own lives 

and our own future
with your current condition. 

Not my pic.

Escaping? Hell No.

Assalamualaikum. 

It's not like
I'm running away.
It's not like
I'm trying to escape
It's not like
I'm prioritizing anything else more.
It's not like
I'm washing my hands off
these responsibilities.

How do I escape?
The labyrinth's too deep
and I've gone too far.
P/S: Not my pic. 

Sometimes, We ought to Think Things.

Assalamualaikum. 
Sometimes 
we ought 
to think 
"Should I continue this fight?" 
Sometimes 
we ought 
to think 
"Do I still have the chance 
of winning?" 
Sometimes 
we ought 
to think 
"Is this fight worth it?" 
Sometimes 
we ought 
to think 
"How much longer can we last?"

Minggu Ke-4 & Masih Bertatih.

Assalamualaikum.
It's going to reach a month!
Wow.
Too busy to notice that. 
(Iyelah sangat)
Although it has only been 
four weeks 
since the semester has set sail 
I can say things are just starting 
to heat up here, actually 
Nevertheless 
quite a handful of events  
have occurred too 
the ones that are worth 
to be noted. 
Thus, during this free time I hardly get 
(Really? Is it so? =.='')
I would love to summarize 
some of the events  
if not all  
as far as dating back 
to my last post.

Killing Time.

Assalamualaikum. 

Good evening 
and here am I
writing this post
inside this chilly room
accompanied by this laptop
a few bags
with "My Immortal"
playing at my ears
making it really deep inside the heart.
It feels lonely.
Sitting alone 
ALONE 
here.
How could you imagine that?
Where are my company
How cruel are they
for leaving me here.

Adding Spices.

Assalamualaikum.

Hey.

I'm in the middle

of my sem holidays.

Seriously, it's boring.

Bosan yg amat, ya Allah

Holidays without work

are absolutely a bummer.

tapi siapa nak bagi kerja

kat orang yg cuti sem sebulan jek?

Like yeah.

I've been wandering here & there

scouting for jobs

yet I failed.

so here am I

writing this post

hopeless

not to forget penniless too.

Serves you right.

Who told you to finish off

all your money

back at UniMAP?

Yea right.

It's not like me being all at fault.

Situation calls for money to be used

so I had to use it

Can't be helped, right?

ZZZ.

Okay sorry I'm talking to myself.

No I'm not that insane.

I'm just super-bored.

Facebook Status of 0108 hours, 01/02/12 - Elaborated

Assalamualaikum. 

Within some point in your life 

when you feel like you've lost your way 

you can always refer 

to the people around 

to inspire you again. 

This is called as 

learning from life 

For an instance:

Conclusion for the Semester.

Assalamualaikum.

Seriously, it has been quite some time.

Sorry.

It's just  

I'm focusing on the finals

kononnya

and then the holiday 

is about to come

thus I had to adjust accordingly

hence, my time's taken again.
Hee.

BTW,

Look at my schedule few days

before & after 

the last paper at 18th of January:

15th of January, night 

going for steamboat

kinda reminds me of Seoul Garden, though

(not Secret Garden, peeps. Sorry~)

16th of January, night

going for chicken chop

you see? Belum pape lagi dah merdeka ==''

17th of January, whole day(perhaps) especially at night 

final sprint

18th of January, night after the paper 

going for makan besar

at the same place we go for chicken chop

19th of January, evening 

pi Padang Besaq - siap melawat

keluarga angkat Syed lagi. Keluarga yg lain 

tak dapat dikunjungi. Saya sedih T_T

Sorry, no pics uploaded. 

Sekadar dalam kenangan semua yg terlibat :')

First Post of 2012. :|

Assalamualaikum.

Hye there.

It has been quite some time, isn't it?

Can't be helped.

Finals are around

so, you know

this lad

he needs to "focus" on studying

urgh yea right

Nevertheless

it has never been too late

to do things 

like wishing a Happy New Year >.<

What? It's just the seventh page of 366

isn't it? 

To think of it

Finals.

They're such a MARVELOUS present for new year

aren't they, huh? ==''